Just got off work and I'm in the village hangin' out and waiting to rent a bike for my day off. I bought my laptop and I'm still amazed about how fast I got the lift and even more, how nice the guy was. I guess I was kinda expecting to be murdered, dropped off in the wrong city, kidnapped or whatever.. hahaha. Hm...I've got a job as well. I've been working in a kids clothing store and it's really damn nice! My boss is great, my co-workers are super nice, the job is easy and I can put my ipod to play in the store while I read a book and wait for my shift to end. No, I'm kiddin', I work a little bit sometimes! =P What else? Oh, I still didn't find place to stay, well, I could go back to Emerald.. but do I really want to live that far again? I'm kinda couch surfing in White Gold this week while I think about where do I want to move in. White Gold is cheapear, closer, but the room is super small, I would have to share with a girl that I just met, plus house is a mess, well, I mean, a FUCKIN MESS! hahaha But really, it's way too dirty outside 'my room'. In the other hand there's Emerald, which is far, costs more and have way too many memories, which can bring me down sometimes.. But I certainly love to walk by the Green Lake on a sunny day and the house is big and is gettin' empty, so I would pretty much have my own room there, as half of the people are gone now. Tough decision.

I read this somewhere I can't remember, but I guess it suits the week perfectly.. It goes like this:

I am lonely,
Even though you can't tell.
I am reaching out..
For what? I don't know.
I will continue to sit in silence,
And hope that someone may stumble across
Me and all of my emptiness.
But I only hope that they do it in time,
Otherwise I will have drifted too far
And I may let go
Of whatever grasp of the world I have,
As I slowly fade out..

Thumbs Up

Woke up 10 minutes ago, slept on the couch.. don't really remember when I decided to sleep there, but it wasn't that bad. I had some weird dreams, in a good way, the kind of dream where everything you ever wanted to happen, happens. If I could only skip the waking up part, would be even better..

Anyway.. I'm goin to Vancouver in a few minutes to buy (finally!) my laptop. I shouldn't go, I'm super broke, but I just can't help it. Gonna hitchhike to save some money. Damn it, it seems to be pretty windy outside, hope that won't take me so long to get a lift..

Bye.

"Back To California" - Sugarcult

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye
Ten different ways to enjoy this night
Can’t do this anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye
You could never let me in
Holding on until the end

The time I waste just to say goodbye
Out of your way
I could do this right
Can’t see you anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll stay
Just to say goodbye, say goodbye

Leave it all the fights and all
Summer’s getting colder
Drive all night to hold you tight
Back to California
Days went by
We waited and I guess we’re getting older
We couldn’t win in the end

You’re gone
I’m miles away
Turning out your lights
Ten different ways I could end this night
Can’t do this anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye, say goodbye

Leave it all the fights and all
Summer’s getting colder
Drive all night to hold you tight
Back to California
Days went by
We waited and I guess we’re getting older
We couldn’t win in the end

You’re gone

Back To Whistler

So, here I am, back in Whistler! Surprise!!! hahaha But seriously, who would guess, huh? Chris is somewhere in Chile now and the car is still in Quebec, for sale. I left Saint-Hyacinthe last Friday, went to Montreal for a concert (Death Cab For Cutie - which was AMAZING!), took the flight the next afternoon and made it to Vancouver on Saturday night. Bia and Ale picked me up in downtown and we went to Carol and Fabiano's place. I didn't get any sleep in the hostel or the plane, so I was pretty tired and had to give up partyin' that night.. which I regret, since it was Russ last day in Vancouver (who I accidentaly ran into when I was just passing by Burrad St.) and Carol's birthday.. but when you can't, you can't. I spent 2 great days in Vancouver with all my friends and we had a lot of fun, but probably that was the last time the 5 of us were together.. at least until October, i guess.

Anyway, things did and can still go wrong.. but still, I just can't wait to see what happens next :)