Just got off work and I'm in the village hangin' out and waiting to rent a bike for my day off. I bought my laptop and I'm still amazed about how fast I got the lift and even more, how nice the guy was. I guess I was kinda expecting to be murdered, dropped off in the wrong city, kidnapped or whatever.. hahaha. Hm...I've got a job as well. I've been working in a kids clothing store and it's really damn nice! My boss is great, my co-workers are super nice, the job is easy and I can put my ipod to play in the store while I read a book and wait for my shift to end. No, I'm kiddin', I work a little bit sometimes! =P What else? Oh, I still didn't find place to stay, well, I could go back to Emerald.. but do I really want to live that far again? I'm kinda couch surfing in White Gold this week while I think about where do I want to move in. White Gold is cheapear, closer, but the room is super small, I would have to share with a girl that I just met, plus house is a mess, well, I mean, a FUCKIN MESS! hahaha But really, it's way too dirty outside 'my room'. In the other hand there's Emerald, which is far, costs more and have way too many memories, which can bring me down sometimes.. But I certainly love to walk by the Green Lake on a sunny day and the house is big and is gettin' empty, so I would pretty much have my own room there, as half of the people are gone now. Tough decision.

I read this somewhere I can't remember, but I guess it suits the week perfectly.. It goes like this:

I am lonely,
Even though you can't tell.
I am reaching out..
For what? I don't know.
I will continue to sit in silence,
And hope that someone may stumble across
Me and all of my emptiness.
But I only hope that they do it in time,
Otherwise I will have drifted too far
And I may let go
Of whatever grasp of the world I have,
As I slowly fade out..